josilverdragon | I've really got to just relax...

Too much self-indulging drama.

He is my friend. I will continue to see him as such.

I got my copy of the second book of the Twelve Kingdoms that Tokyopop is releasing. A very easy read, but oh, I adore it so. It makes me love Taiki all the more.

I've also started a book called "Eyes of Crow" by Jeri Smith-Ready. I really like it. It is a fantasy that is based on some aspects of Native American beliefs. I want the next book in the series, but I've got to cut back on spending and you know, read the books I have had since last year that I wanted to read and bought. -_- I'm really horrible like that.

And I shaved my head again. My hair was bugging me because it looked horrible and I just wanted to do it. I'm in that state of mind again. *SIGH*

I'm feeling restless and I don't care about my job anymore. Even though it's a great job for me because I can do a lot of things you might not be able to do at a regular day job, but it's gotten so that even though I could be written up for being late so many times, I just can't get up the determination to get to work on time. So, with only 3-4 months until I move, I want to look for another job. We'll see.

Plus, the uniforms are fucking stupid. (Whine whine, want some cheese?) Seriously, we have these really thin shirts that we have to wear beneath these heavy long-sleeved sweaters or sweater-vests and I am generally a warmer person, body temperature-wise. And when the weather gets warmer, I might have problems. Like sweating, and being too warm, which is never a good thing because it bothers me so much.

*SIGH* Now I know I need to change something job-wise, because all I can do about this one is whine and complain.

Also, I've been watching season 1 of seaQuest DSV on Netflix. With a membership, you can watch certain series, movies, etc, instantly on their website. I've been making use of it, and I highly enjoy it. XD

And in one last bit of stuff that I've been avoiding, my grandfather has to get a pacemaker. When Grams told me that he went into the hospital because of heart problems (tachycardia?), all I could think is "No, not someone else."

Currently, 2008 is not a very good year.