They say don't fear the Reaper. . .

Title from Conquer Divide's song "system_failure".

I was almost finished with this fluffy Hannibal fanfic and then. . .I had to DNF. For reasons I won't go into, since I intend this to be a public post. It's always a disappointment when a fanfiction just doesn't hit the right way, or when you just can't continue because you keep getting pulled out by reactions to something in the fanfic. But alas, don't like don't read is there for a reason and I don't need the attention for shitting on anything like that lol

Anyway, I have been busy with my myriad of projects. This weekend was mostly working on the archive, as my passion and drive have returned. Plus I'm still rebuilding my fanfic library as well as my ebook calibre library. They both got corrupted, so I'm going through everything as I add it back, so hopefully both libraries will be cleaner.

Been keeping track of Sleep Token's current Even In Arcadia tour and counting down the days until Portland. I finalized a hotel room for the extra night, seeing Invent Animate and Silent Planet. The only issue right now is my SUV. A check engine light came on as well as the coolant in my reservoir has to be refilled every time I go to start my car. This after spending $3500 to change the oil, fix the A/C, replace filters, etc. Like, not even 3 weeks. The engine fan has been running like crazy since I picked it up but I didn't realize why until Thursday. Anyway, I'm taking it in Tuesday and hopefully they'll figure out what's going on.

and may death find you alive (61000 words) by Renmackree

and may death find you alive (61000 words) by Renmackree
Chapters: 19/19
Fandom: Teen Wolf (TV)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Relationships: Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski, Minor or Background Relationship(s)
Characters: Derek Hale, Stiles Stilinski, Lydia Martin, Danny Māhealani, Jackson Whittemore, Isaac Lahey, Camden Lahey
Additional Tags: Alternate Hale Fire (Teen Wolf), Alternate Universe, Canon-Typical Violence, Necromancer Stiles Stilinski, Kyrkogrim Derek Hale, Full Shift Werewolf Derek Hale, Touch-Starved Derek Hale, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, Alternate Universe - Werewolves Are Known, magic is known, Minor Character Death, Minor Vernon Boyd/Erica Reyes, Minor Danny Māhealani/Jackson Whittemore, Tattooed Stiles Stilinski, Tattooed Derek Hale, POV Stiles Stilinski
Summary:

Necromancer Stiles Stilinski was hired by the small town of Beacon Hills to provide a voice to the dead.
Kyrkogrim Derek Hale's soul purpose is to protect the dead from Necromancers like Stiles.

Can the two of them find a way to work together to help the dead of Beacon Hills move on?

Transcendental (10126 words) by stickmarionette

Transcendental (10126 words) by stickmarionette
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Hannibal (TV)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Relationships: Will Graham/Hannibal Lecter
Characters: Will Graham, Hannibal Lecter, Matthew Brown (Hannibal), Clark Ingram, Freddie Lounds, Kade Purnell, Jimmy Price, Abigail Hobbs, Alana Bloom
Additional Tags: Canon-Typical Violence, Emotional Manipulation, Cannibalism, Character Study, Fix-It, Post-Episode: s02e13 Mizumono, Murder, Torture, Serial Killers
Series: Part 1 of marvelous are your works
Summary:

They hand him the first set of pictures as soon as he's well enough to look.

Will brushes his thumb over the body, entirely faceless, ribs spread, a hole in his chest where the heart should be. He can feel a smile tugging at the corners of his mouth. It's entirely the wrong reaction, and he's probably scaring Kade Purnell, who's never been less sure of him. He can't quite bring himself to care. 

This is my becoming - and yours.

The Contracting Universe (5630 words) by stickmarionette

The Contracting Universe (5630 words) by stickmarionette
Chapters: 6/6
Fandom: Hannibal (TV)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Relationships: Will Graham/Hannibal Lecter, Matthew Brown/Will Graham, Margot Verger/Judy
Characters: Will Graham, Matthew Brown (Hannibal), Margot Verger, Judy (Hannibal), Dr. Cordell Doemling, Mason Verger, Jack Crawford, Freddie Lounds, Abigail Hobbs
Additional Tags: Canon-Typical Violence, Post-Episode: s02e13 Mizumono, Character Study, Canonical Child Abuse, Fix-It, Epistolary
Series: Part 2 of marvelous are your works
Summary:

"If anybody could catch the Ripper, you could."

Will snorted. "No one can catch the Ripper, or hold him. But there's more than one way to skin a cat."

Will takes care of business. Next stop: Florence. (A coda to Transcendental.)

To Do List - September 2025

A list of things I would like to get done in September 2025:

• New tires and wheels for Acadia {$2600)
• AC checked (Acadia) ($3500 later)
• Stereo (Acadia) (not for $1k to $1400)
• 128 oz of water a day
• Update carrd thing
• No Fast Food (September has been my no fast food month for the last few years)
  • Exceptions: Coffee beverages
  • Already fully failed this, but mostly with my parents which has always been the exception in previous years. I bought Taco Bell this last Thursday (updated 9/19/2025)
• No snacks from the market at work - failed 1x so far
• Paint old dresser black (before moving into library for DVD storage)
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Updated 1:35 AM on 9/19/2025

2025-10-02 Comments: Completely didn't do the water lol and mostly followed everything else lol

Read in September 2025

A collection of the things I have read in September 2025. (Updated 10/2/2025 11:03 PM)

Current Stats:
Books read:
Total pages read:
Fanfics read: 14
Total words read: 680,738

Fic By Fandom:

• 5 Hannibal
• 4 Teen Wolf
• 3 VLD
• 2 Marvel

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