josilverdragon: (Olivia a little pain)
I have been working on removing those duplicated (triplicated lol) posts still and decided that I would make a playlist on YT of all the songs I referenced in the music section at the bottom of the journal entries and now I'm revisiting some of my favorites from twenty years ago lol. Well, nineteen. It's been a treat to listen to it between fixing sessions and remember why I liked them, or was listening to them. Some are from an internet radio site called Live365 (I have not yet looked to see if it still exists and I'm kind of afraid to) and some are from suggestions from friends on LJ and some those I stumbled upon in my own search for music. And from the various music blogs that would share Japanese pop and rock releases.

My phone said I used my phone 5 hours more than last week and I'm like yeah, I've been reading on it LOL. All fanfiction. It's a lot nicer to read on my phone without all the socmed app notifs and I have been READING and READING and I cannot complain because it's been the best. All that socmed time now on what I really wanted to do, which is read. The downside is I've been reading at work, so instead of wasting time on socmeds, I'm reading fanfic lol. I still get my work done, but yeah. It's just hilarious to me that I would be using my phone MORE and using LESS energy to do it. My phone battery is AMAZING. I'm at 56% and the last time my phone was charged at 100% was at 3pm YESTERDAY.

***CAT BREAK: Pele felt the need to sit upon me, which makes it hard to type lol.***

I checked my phone and yesterday I was on ReadEra Premium (my ebook/fanfic epub reading app) 6 hours and 40 minutes. Haha.

I know when my hiatus is done that I'll be re-adding Twitter because two of my closest friends are on that app and that's how I interact with them the most. I'll probably re-add IG and FB because of Sleep Token archiving and we'll go from there. I'm not sure what I'll do moving forward but I would like to continue to use DW because, as I've written before, it's so nice just to write. Just to feel through things and write.

I'm also considering finding my old journals and adding them, post-dated so they don't show up on reading pages, but an electronic record of some of my earlier, more cringey journal writings LOL. We'll see. I still have to finish fixing the triplication issue, add the fanfic posts, add my poetry, maybe add some tumblr stuff (more than the fanfic stuff) but maybe I might do that at some point. We shall see.

midnight

May. 3rd, 2024 09:23 am
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I really should be in bed, not just thinking about it. But I am sitting here writing poetry again because a human being inspired it. Anything poetry-wise is 99.9% because I am having emotions and 100% of that is when I am having emotions about another human being. Tis when the muse awakens and...

Cat interruption lol

Okay, back. When a cat interruption occurs, I have to focus. Pele requires my chest to lay against and my arms to hold her and I have to lean back in the desk chair because she is a heavy tuxedo. (She's the one in the icon of this blog lol)

AS I WAS SAYING, if I can gather my thoughts again: my muse awakens when I am inspired by a human that I have emotions for. And it wanes when I enter periods of, I don't know really how to explain it: emotional deficit? Apathy? A depressive hole in the fabric of my soul? Something like that.

In other news, I am approximately 10 (maybe more accurately 9?) days out from my first solo travel to another state by myself via jet airliner. I am increasingly less nervous about the flight, if only because how many people fly every day and how many flights do not end in disaster. I have tentative plans to meet people the day of the concert but if I end up being myself in a crowd of almost 9,000 people, then so be it.

I have no plans other than to be in town. Probably will go find a local bookstore, and/or a cafe, and just walk around maybe.


Alrighty then, I decided, in the middle of this post, to lay down. Ended up scrolling Tiktok for a good hour or so and then fell asleep. So. Yeah. Good job to me XD

Ultimately, this trip to see my favorite band in a whole other state not connected to my state, is a departure from the norm for me. I just knew that I wanted to see them (him) at least once this year. I couldn't twice, no matter how much I wanted to. Need to save and maintain my vehicle, which I'll probably pay off in June. Couple months early anyway. So life and adulting did get in the way of my grand adventure, as I wanted to be at the last concert for this tour but it was in Canada. Anyway, staying at a fairly nice hotel because why not, plus flight costs, car rental, food, tour merch, etc, is not cheap for a newbie traveler. Which, a year ago, I would have scoffed at the idea.

Other than just getting there for the concert, I made no other plans. I'm just going to wing it. Meander downtown Denver maybe, check out a bookstore or a cafe (which I did also say above lol) and just chill. If I want to come back later, I'll make plans to do more tourist type stuff.

Well, I keep getting distracted so I'm going to end this edition of "what's up with Jo's rambling brain". Probably won't hear from me until after May 12th. Although, I may have ascended and you may never hear from me again XD


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