josilverdragon | Entries tagged with random update

Current things going on today:

- me stress buying cat grass and different foods for the cats because they have been off in since XMas eve

- cat eating normally again (making earlier stress feel irrelevant)

- having too many things I want to do

- just "I GUESS" in general

- envying people's excitement about Heated Rivalry (I don't feel motivated to watch lol)

- envying people's excitement about Stranger Things (but absolutely not watching, got bored after season 2 and one of the leads is a Zionist soooo)

- Cut out celebrity drama podcasts except for celebrity blinds channel because I was getting too invested in something that has no meaning or adds nothing to my life

- still hating on the new dog because I had to put up gates to stop her from bugging my cats and their food

- And so many other things lol

And also trying to remember to stop people pleasing. I re-read my post just now and thought "oooh maybe the comment about the lead is too much" and stopped myself. This is my journal, my opinion. I'm not going to be right, I'm not going to be wrong, I just am. I'll take responses and consider them. But why do I keep people pleasing? (It's probably why I don't have many friend-friends. IRL. And so on. I'm so worried about offending them that I remove myself lol sigh)