josilverdragon: (Last Unicorn Wish)
Work started early today because I decided I should probably start attending the 15 minute "pulse check" that happens at 5:45 AM my time. So I've been up since about 5:30 lol. But that works in with my plan to solidify a routine for me, which felt nice last night. And I got 6.5 hours of sleep, which if I try hard and make it consistent, it will allow my body to get used to it. I also felt good about the bed time routine, which, full disclosure, is chores I mean to do but always forget. So I added them as things I do to get ready for sleep. Read more... )




Current read: John Scalzi - Redshirts
Watching: Blake Lively's Lawsuit Just Got Dismantled in Court. . . - Without A Crystal Ball 9/4/2025
Last song heard: 
josilverdragon: (Kushiel Phedre)
Trying to make journaling a part of my new daily routine. We'll see how it works out lol.

So. Lots to tell you, though. On October 8 2025, I met two longtime online friends, Jojo and Zan. I was nervous but it was like, yeah, they are exactly how they are online and I was very happy with the experience. Then we all went and saw Sleep Token! And it was glorious. I was tired as hell from walking so much earlier, but man, I was so glad I got to go. Our accommodations weren't great (i.e. constantly heard the trolley/train, mysterious stains on the carpet, dark areas in the bathtub area, and so on) and Jojo and Zan had it worse. They decided to leave Thursday afternoon instead of staying another night. Meanwhile, I was exhausted but stayed through until Saturday morning because I had a ticket to see two other bands I listen to on Friday night. I will get to that experience lol.

The only downside of being a fan of a band like Sleep Token is that if I wanted to get band merch, such as a tour tshirt, it was insane to do so. I waited as long as I could for the outside merch stand, but as I wanted a little bit of time with Jojo and Zan, I left before getting to it. It was more important to meet up with my friends, then stay standing in line. (Which, I ran into someone I stood next to in line and she said it was only another 30 minutes and she got merch, and I KNEW that might be the case but whatever, I made my decision). And don't even talk about after the concert lol. My legs hurt from walking and I just wanted to get back to the hotel (barely a hotel, more like Motel 3 as Jojo put it lol).
Read more... )

Current read: John Scalzi - Redshirts
Last song heard: OLIVIA - Space Halo
Watching: Charlotte Dobre - "She Asked for an Open Relationship... Then I Found Out WHY - REACTION" from 9/4/2025

josilverdragon: (Hannibal 1)
Owe You One (747 words) by xzombiexkittenx
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Hannibal (TV)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Will Graham/Hannibal Lecter
Additional Tags: Fluff, for a given definition of the word fluff, Murder Husbands, Dogs
Series: Part 2 of Shark Tank
Summary:

Murder Husbands post-Shark Tank.

"There are a number of things he could do now but it's been nearly three years; Hannibal has learned to pick his battles. Will capitulates to almost everything Hannibal wants, sooner or later. But on this front, Hannibal never wins so much as a skirmish."

josilverdragon: (Hannibal 1)
Shark Tank (71358 words) by xzombiexkittenx
Chapters: 29/29
Fandom: Hannibal (TV)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Will Graham/Hannibal Lecter
Characters: Hannibal Lecter, Will Graham, Beverly Katz, Brian Zeller, Jimmy Price, Jack Crawford, Alana Bloom
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Prison, Cannibalism, Violence, Attempted Sexual Assault, Sexual Coercion, Dubious Consent, Prison Sex, Sadism, Hannibal is Hannibal, Homophobic Language, past Alana/Hannibal relationship, Past Child Abuse, Murder Husbands
Series: Part 1 of Shark Tank
Summary:

Will and Hannibal meet in prison. Hannibal is still the Ripper, Will is still a profiler who had encephalitis. Only now they're cell mates

josilverdragon: (Hannibal 1)
Dishabille (1449 words) by xzombiexkittenx
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Hannibal (TV)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Will Graham/Hannibal Lecter
Additional Tags: Accidental Sex, a distinct lack of suit porn, Oh No He's Hot, AccidentalSex5
Series: Part 2 of Hannibal gets drop-kicked by feelings
Summary:

For the Accidental Sex Challenge prompt #5 “Do you think I look good/hot/provocative in this? Wait is this turning you on???”

"Will has seen enough of Hannibal’s house to know that his sense of aesthetic involves a lot of really bizarre interior decorating choices including Leda and the Swan in his dining room, a geometric nightmare pattern in his foyer, and more antlers than the Beauty and the Beast villain. Will appreciates the aesthetic in the same way he appreciates all crime scenes."

josilverdragon: (Hannibal 1)
Troppo (1899 words) by xzombiexkittenx
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Hannibal (TV)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Will Graham/Hannibal Lecter
Series: Part 1 of Hannibal gets drop-kicked by feelings
Summary:

Based off the post by Bansheegrahamtao where Will gets a minor injury and Hannibal massively overreacts. And this one by Mean Cannibals who took the idea a step further.

josilverdragon: (Hannibal 1)
Bone Yard (4337 words) by xzombiexkittenx
Chapters: 3/3
Fandom: Hannibal (TV), Dexter (TV)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Will Graham/Hannibal Lecter, Rita Bennett/Dexter Morgan, Hannibal Lecter & Dexter Morgan
Characters: Hannibal Lecter, Will Graham, Jack Crawford, Beverly Katz, Jimmy Price, Brian Zeller, James Doakes, Debra Morgan, Dexter Morgan, Angel Batista, Maria LaGuerta, Rita Bennett
Additional Tags: Canon Typical Violence, canon typical creepiness, Showtime levels of swearing, Sassy CSI, Cannibalism, Murder, Serial Killers, swiggty swag the nightmare stag, crude sexual humour, the bay harbor butcher, the chesapeake ripper, Someone Helps Will Graham, but no one saves will graham, AU after Buffet Froid, AU after Waiting to Exhale, I get all my medical facts from the internet
Series: Part 1 of Charnel House
Summary:

There's a serial killer in Miami and the Feds send Jack Crawford and his dream team down to catch the so-called Bay Harbor Butcher.

josilverdragon: (Hannibal 1)
Mise en Place (3714 words) by thehoyden
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Hannibal (TV)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Will Graham/Hannibal Lecter
Additional Tags: Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, season 1 AU
Summary:

Pre-heat left him short-tempered and irritable, even worse than usual, but Hannibal had lingered in his office doorway and said, “Come along, Will. No reason to grade on an empty stomach.”

josilverdragon: (Hannibal 1)
The Fox's Wedding (11325 words) by thehoyden
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Hannibal (TV)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Will Graham/Hannibal Lecter
Characters: Will Graham, Hannibal Lecter, Abigail Hobbs, Chiyoh (Hannibal)
Additional Tags: Episode Fix-It: s02e13 Mizumono, Hurt/Comfort, Murder Family, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
Summary:

Because Will’s life is bullshit, he gets gently kidnapped from the hospital after Hannibal guts him.

josilverdragon: (Iron Man Tony Stark Thumbs Up)
Getting Your Betty Crocker On (1015 words) by thehoyden
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: The Avengers (2012)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Steve Rogers/Tony Stark
Additional Tags: Domestic, Fluff
Summary:

He knows it’s not wartime anymore, but he can’t quite suppress the twinge of guilt he feels at measuring out two entire cups of white sugar.

josilverdragon: (ST Scottie I Like this Ship)
Letters from the Northern Continent (7966 words) by thehoyden
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Star Trek: Deep Space Nine
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Julian Bashir/Elim Garak
Additional Tags: Epistolary, Post-Canon
Summary:

It just figured that the first time Julian Bashir set foot on Cardassia after the war, it would be halfway around the world from Elim Garak.

josilverdragon: (ST Scottie I Like this Ship)
Exile (8949 words) by thehoyden
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Star Trek: Deep Space Nine
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Julian Bashir/Elim Garak
Additional Tags: Pre-Canon, Alternate Reality
Summary:

Exile was certainly dark, but in Julian Bashir's case, it was warm and humid instead of numbingly cold.

josilverdragon: (ST Scottie I Like this Ship)
Opacity of Paradise (10154 words) by thehoyden
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Star Trek: Deep Space Nine
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Julian Bashir/Elim Garak
Additional Tags: Marriage of Convenience
Summary:

"'True enough', my dear doctor, is my favorite kind of lie."

josilverdragon: (Heroes Takei Masa Oki Geek)
Literacy (5581 words) by thehoyden
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Star Trek: Deep Space Nine
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Julian Bashir/Elim Garak
Summary:

"You want me to read to you?" Julian repeated, somewhat taken aback.

josilverdragon: (Hannibal 1)
Drunken Dancing (2144 words) by mokuyoubi
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Hannibal (TV)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Will Graham/Hannibal Lecter
Additional Tags: Drunken Kissing, Drunken Flirting, Dancing, Blow Jobs, Anal Sex, Top Will Graham, Established Relationship, Fluff, Smut, Sickening Domesticity, so fluffy you could choke on it, Possessive Behavior, From both of them, because let's be real, these two get off on that like whoa, Biting
Series: Part 3 of A Great and Gruesome Height
Summary:

What it says on the label--written to be set in The Netherlands after A Great and Gruesome Height, but can definitely be read as a standalone.

Will meets him at the door with arms thrown around his neck, face in his throat, and a rumbling hum of greeting. “Welcome home.”

“Indeed.” Hannibal is indulgently amused, maneuvering Will under one arm to lay down the groceries. When his eyes light on the wine bottle, he says, “I see I have some catching up to do.”

josilverdragon: (Hannibal 1)
And My Beloved is Mine (4264 words) by mokuyoubi
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Hannibal (TV)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Will Graham/Hannibal Lecter
Additional Tags: POV Hannibal, Bottom Hannibal, Needy Hannibal, Emotional Hannibal, Will can be an oblivious dick, Emotional Sex, Declarations Of Love, Devoted Will, Post-Finale, Murder Husbands, part of a series, but can be read as stand-alone
Series: Part 2 of A Great and Gruesome Height
Summary:

Will confesses his love to Hannibal, to both their surprise. Chapter 17 of A Great and Gruesome Height from Hannibal's pov. This can easily be read as a post-finale stand-alone fic.

josilverdragon: (Hannibal 1)
A Great and Gruesome Height (115559 words) by mokuyoubi
Chapters: 41/41
Fandom: Hannibal (TV)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Will Graham/Hannibal Lecter
Characters: Will Graham, Hannibal Lecter, Bedelia Du Maurier
Additional Tags: Episode: s03e13 The Wrath of the Lamb, Spoilers, Fix-It, Non-Linear Narrative, Murder Husbands, Slow Burn, Will is a Jealous Bitch, Cannibalism, Possible Character Death, Hurt/Comfort, Curtain Fic, Happy Ending, Post-Episode: s03e13 The Wrath of the Lamb, Post-Finale, Post-Canon, Bottom Hannibal, Bottom Will, Top Hannibal, Top Will, Rimming, Road Head, Car Sex, Blow Jobs in a Car, Marking, Biting, dominance play, Exhibitionism, Forced Voyeurism, Will and Hannibal Have Sex In Front of Their Prey, written as consensual, but can be perceived as, Dubious Consent, Violent Sex, Animalistic, Wendigo, Will's hallucinations, Dry Sex, Stair Sex, Angry Sex, make-up sex, all the dogs - Freeform, Illustrated
Series: Part 1 of A Great and Gruesome Height
Summary:

In his mind, the fall lasts a small eternity. In reality, it's maybe two seconds.
Will and Hannibal go over the cliff, just like they planned.

Picks up where the finale ends, fills in all the blanks of the last episode, and continues through to their new life as Murder Husbands. My version of a fix-it fic.

josilverdragon: (Last Unicorn Wish)
I have found, and no fault of the amazing writers, that when I read fanfiction where my OTP is already together, or the tension is gone from "will they, won't they", I get bored. It's rare where one keeps me there for the entire fic. Like, I'm reading this one and I've liked it but now they're being domestic and I'm not eating it up and all I can think is what does that say about me? 😂

So I envy all you who are stable and enjoy the established relationship fanfics. It's good eating but alas, I will move on. (I still collect every fic so maybe if I end up in a stable relationship, I can revisit and maybe I won't be bored then 😂)
josilverdragon: (CM Garcia Real Girls)
My reading habit in September waned by quite a bit because I re-added this mobile game I'm obsessed with back on and I'm back on social media. I figured it would be less than last month and I was absolutely correct. Also, I picked up my archiving again so that takes time out things, especially since the object of my archiving is currently on tour. Ha.

Anyway, after a few hiccups, my Acadia is for the most part fixed. I still need to replace the seat as the base is all messed up because of how I get out. And because I'm heavy. I'm still wanting to replace my stereo but I'd like to get the balance down on the work I had done before I do that.

I am 6 days out from seeing Sleep Token again AND meeting some long time friends who I met when I was heavy in the Voltron: Legendary Defender fandom. I am excited and anxious.

Currently reading: Herringbone by bluebloodbruise

Fanfic to read next: 

A blackish red hue series by Nalyra
A Great and Gruesome Height series by mokuyoubi
Literacy by thehoyden
Opacity of Paradise by thehoyden
Exile by thehoyden

Books to try and read in October 2025

The Buffalo Hunter Hunter by Stephen Graham Jones
Everything Is Tuberculosis by John Green
Lessons in Chemistry by Bonnie Garmus
107 Days by Kamala Harris
Blood Storm by Heather Gladney
A Time to Kill by John Grisham
Mickey7 by Edward Ashton



josilverdragon: (Default)
I miss August lol. I got so much reading done. True to form, social media and archiving take up a good chunk of my time. Especially since I'm helping post official media in the main Sleep Token server now and the band is on tour, so there are 2, 3, possibly more posts to save, document and then upload to the server.

Anyway, it is what it is and I am just trying to make do.

Today has not been great. My stomach is unsettled and my digestive system seems to be rebelling. Could be because I binged a full thing of frosting last night. I need to wrap up my September reading and get my October posts up. I think I'm going to try modifying my eating again. This time, just focusing on cutting back intake. Not fasting, just thinking "one serving, one cheese stick, one cup of cottage cheese, as opposed to what I have been doing. Not to mention that the reason I do more than I need is I don't like feeling hungry.

And I never finished this entry lol. Until after coming home.

The rest of the day was long. I started getting hangry and frustrated and man, just annoyed at everything. Finally got home and ate and I'm better but ugh. Anyway.

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