you take the dark and carve me out a home

Unmapped (11357 words) by Jerakeen
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Teen Wolf (TV), The Sentinel
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski
Characters: Derek Hale, Stiles Stilinski, Sheriff Stilinski, Scott McCall (Teen Wolf), Lydia Martin
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Law Enforcement, Alternate Universe - Sentinels & Guides, Alternate Universe - Fusion, Sentinel/Guide Bonding, Empathy, Alternate Universe - Sentinels and Guides Are Known, Soul Bond, Hurt/Comfort, Spirit Animals, Translation Available
Series: Part 4 of Jerakeen's Bondfic (a list)
Summary:

Stiles can never leave a good mystery alone.

and after all, you're my wonderwall (16462 words) by thepsychicclam
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Teen Wolf (TV)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski
Characters: Derek Hale, Stiles Stilinski, Scott McCall, Sheriff Stilinski, Isaac Lahey, Melissa McCall, Vernon Boyd
Additional Tags: Future Fic, Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Miscommunication, Stiles Wears Glasses, Pining, Scent Marking, Flashbacks, Bottom Derek, Domestic
Series: Part 2 of the thread is ripping
Summary:

“So what happened?” the sheriff asks.

“Derek happened.” Sometimes Stiles feels like that should be the tagline for his life, because his life was never the same after Derek Hale stepped into it that day in the forest. Stiles was never the same; no matter where he ended up, Derek was always the constant thread in the hem of his life.

the sequel to no aphrodisiac like loneliness.

I was actually going to be on time today for a meeting at 9 AM PST but by the time I get logged in, I find the meeting was canceled lol. To be fair, I am just sitting in on the meetings at this point but still.

Yesterday was okay. No big deal. Just work and finishing up a 200k+ DeanCas SPN fix it fic. I finished that (as you may have noticed) and yeah, just kept at organizing my DW. I finished a month in 2005, and still have until 2012 before the triplication stops. It's not bad, but it's annoying that I left it so long. I plan to just finish a month a day, maybe two if I feel up to it. I have cleaned up to November 2005 and have until Feb 2012, so that's. . .about a 75 day project if I keep up with a month a day at least.

And then, simultaneously I'm taking fic that I posted on a tumblr account and reposting it to DW backdated to match (used to be multifandomficrec but is now silverdragonreads because most people had figured out who I was lol). I'll follow up with adding fic from another tumblr I am using. I sometimes read sick and twisted explicit shit because it's titillating but it comes and goes. So be forewarned.

This duplication fixing I am doing is making me review my old posts from my mid-20s and gods above, I am a whiny ass bitch. The amount of back and forth between my depression and good days is wild. But then I remember I bear those scars and made it through and guess I should give myself 20 years ago a break.

Well, I have to actually work now, so I may or may not post later beyond the backdated stuff. Hope you have a nice day, kind reader.

EDIT to add at 9:37 AM: I do wish I could find more active people on here. But, perhaps it will be like the movie "Field of Dreams": if I build it, they will come. Just keep doing what I do. Though I noticed that Dreamwidth is not in the first 2 to 3 pages of a search of my username, so it might be awhile 😆

EDIT 2: oh lord, I'm going to have to fix my Insanejournal too. Dammit. Well, never will be bored in this life lmao

I have gone through all the Youtube playlists and now just going through all the videos on his channel that I haven't watched yet.

My previous theory of him and Sammy J and the reason they no longer perform together is not valid. They just have successful solo careers as well. 

Anyway, I am not a fan of Sammy J and that's okay. However, Randy? I'm half in love with him LOL

Also what is the deal with me and liking men who perform behind masks (puppets can be technically considered a mask lol). 

Since I had to return to work today, I opted to instead make a list of topics that occurred to me to write about instead of piece-parting it throughout the day. This allows for some introspection versus immediate reaction, which has become the norm for my own communication on social media, as well as many others' form of communication on their accounts because that is encouraged. React now, get likes now, get validation now, and so on and while the plan today was not actually planned, I think my decision was made better by this realization. So, without further adieu, please enjoy the below. Or not. I'll be writing this for me, and if you should decide to read the whole shebang, I do hope you enjoy.

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( Sleep Token and Thornhill )

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Paused for saving of screenshots of Sleep Token's posts today and cat who demanded to be held.

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( Insecurity and Communication )

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( Hand and Wrist Issues )

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(  Further Revelations about this Social Media Hiatus - TW for Self Harm talk )

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( My Library )

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Well, that's all that I have to journal about today. Work was okay, and I had mac and cheese for dinner which is never a bad thing. I'll need to try and get to bed on time tonight because I was up until almost 2AM this morning and yeah, I need to try and meet that goal of 7 hours of sleep/rest a night, which I have yet to accomplish lol.

Oh and I have added an unenviable project of trying to move some posts from tumblr to DW. Consolidation, I suppose lol. Why. LOL. I'll work on it, slowly, like I have been with the fanfiction correction project in Calibre.

And that's where I'll leave it. Because at this point I could probably keep rambling on and on and on. I haven't journaled like this in years. And I am enjoying it.

Good night!

Hugh Dancy quote about Hannibal and Will



Got this from Reddit and all the feels.

10:26AM
Mood: Sleep Deprived lol
( Read more... TW for Trich talk )

2:51 PM (14:51)
Mood: Okay
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15:02 (3:02 PM)
Mood: Still okay
 

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17:15 (5:15 PM)
Mood: Chill

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21:19 (9:19 PM)
Mood: 

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I think I can see why Randy and Sammy J quit working together. . .Could be wrong (only been a fan of Randy for less than a week) but I think someone couldn't handle the other getting more popular lol

Wonder how the numbers play out lol

Watching all of Randy's clips on YT right now

Damn You Auto Correct! (8275 words) by Chiyume
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester, Castiel & Dean Winchester
Characters: Castiel, Dean Winchester, Castiel (Supernatural)
Additional Tags: dean/cas - Freeform, Sexting, Texting, No voice, Sick Dean, voiceless Dean, Wall Sex, Table Sex, Anal Sex, Light Dom/sub, Dom Castiel, Sub Dean, Sub Dean Winchester, motel sex, Bottom Dean, Bottom Dean Winchester, Top Castiel, Top Castiel/Bottom Dean Winchester, Dirty Talk, Anal Fingering, Angel Mojo, Angel Powers, Cell Phones, Dare, Challenge Response, Gay Chicken, Betting, NSFW, Auto Correct
Summary:

A sore throat is never a fun thing, and being unable to talk is even worse; especially if your name is Dean Winchester.
Left behind at the motel to recover while Sam takes care of their case, Dean is soon hit by utter lethargy, and since he can't speak to save his life, he resorts to texting in order to ease his restlessness.
Castiel is of course happy to oblige, and things appear to be going smoothly until auto correct decides to put its sticky fingers all over their conversation...